I Am Searchable

According to my blog stats for January 2012, the top three searches that generated my blog were:

1. Barney and Friends
2. Tibetan Nudist
3. Star Trek camel toe

This sounds like a party to me.

Ghost In The Machine

Forget the real psycho-babble meaning of ghost in the machine. Duality. The soul. Allow me to personalize. To me this means that there is always going to be that nagging feeling that there is something terribly wrong with me and that cancer has come back and I will die in two days. Always. The ghost in my machine. But then, do I really believe in ghosts? Maybe, maybe not. It's always a possibility. But on the glass half full side...

Today is my five year cancerversary. I made it! I am now considered cured! And I am back to being me [aside from some physical differences]. Yay me! And I feel that I will never again publicly celebrate this - the end. Fin. I am moving on, officially, this time.